January 2 at 3:17pm

Well I was supposed to be in Phoenix enjoying myself & catching up with old friends rooting on my Cats but instead I am living a nightmare and sitting here feeling so depressed & empty & missing my sweet baby boy... Maddox please please find your way home! You are all I can think about & I don't care about anything else other than bringing you home! I love you so much baby boy!! You are my heart, my everything & I can't wait to see your sweet face again!!! I am not going back to LA without you!!